The only one

You're the only one, who makes me smile.
The only one I cry for.

You're the only one with these beautiful big brown eyes.
You're wounderful.

There's not a thing that I want to change. I love your smile, every single move you make.

I can't live without you. You were always beside me, behind me, a step in front of me.
Tell me, how can I manage it alone?
I can't manage it, can't manage it at all.

You are the only one who know me so well. You know my thoughts, all the things that are in my mind.

So why don't you know that I love you? That you're the only one for me?
The only one I want to spent my life with?
To share all the good things and sunny days...

You are the one who take my hand, the only one who make it right.
Don't leave me. I beg you dear. Stay beside me. Forever.

Alone (something for christmas...)

It's christmas time,
happy faces everywhere...people are smiling, are laughing. Are happy.

Unfortunately I'm not.

I'm looking out of the window. Everything seems so dark. So dark and cold without you.

I wish you were here. Rigth beside me.

But you aren't. You are so far away.

A small christmas tree is standig in front of me. With a single present, a single christmas card. You gave it to me.

I didn't open it yet. I don't want any presents. All I want is you. John. Dear.

You have hurt me. You have disappoint me.

Suddenly, the door opens. Slowly a smooth drop of light is falling into my living room.
Emma, you whisper. Merry Christmas.

Tears are running down my cheeks. I'm happy, I'm angry. But I can't say anything. You kiss me.
You kiss me and everything is alright.
I can feel your breath. Going faster. I can feel your hand, touching my neck, moving slowly down, under my shirt.
John I whisper. You kiss me again and again, you move slowly, leading me to the the couch.
I know what will happen now. So long I was waiting for this moment.
You take off my clothes, you never stop kissing me.
Merry Christmas Emma, you say again. I'm smiling. Merry Christmas I whisper.

Feedback

hi guys,
it would be nice if you could tell me if you like my poems...if I shall go on

dreaming

In my dreams this world would be perfect.
In my dreams you always take my hand, hold it, kiss it.
In my dreams I can feel your warm breath at my skin.

I look into your eyes.
Why can't this world be perfect?
Why can't it be fair?

I'm used to see your face, every day. To hear your voice, your laughter.
I'm adicted to it.

In my dreams this world would be perfect, our love would be perfect.
In my dreams you aren't this reserved gentleman anymore.
You would be brave enough to touch me, to kiss me.

Here I'm. Just beside you. Don't you know that I love you?
Can't you feel the pain that I feel?
Can't you see it? Why can't you see the tears that I'm crying all night.

In my dreams this world would be perfect.
You would lay your arm around me, tell me that you love me.

John. I look again into your eyes.
Suddenly you're smiling.
You take my hand. Kiss it.
Kiss my lips.
Emma, you say. Emma. Quit dreaming.

Shining like a star

Can you see the stars above?
The million lights out there?

Your brown hair is shining in the smooth light.
I can only see your silouhette, beside the window, watching the dark streets.

The snow is falling slowly, shimmering in the starlight.
Everything looks so peaceful, quiet.

You turn around. Now I can see your face. The light is playing with your cheeks, your lips.
Are you smiling? I can't see it.

Just come over my beautiful one.
Come over, sit down beside me. Let me take your hand. I want to hold it. Hold it all night long.

Now you're slowly moving, comming back to me. Now I can see your smile, your tender red lips.
I kiss them, realising that you're crying. I wipe away your tears, kiss you again.
This night belong to us, Emma. Just to you and me.

Emma, you're one of the brigthest stars.

this moment

I always try to change the past -

worrying about the things that happpened, about the things I told you, the things I didn't say.

Has it been right? Did I make a mistake?

I always try to plan the future.

Worrying about the things that will happend, about the things I will tell you, about the things I won't say.

Will it be right? Will I make a mistake?

You are my past, my future...but where has it gone - the moment we spent together, just a few seconds ago?

Why can't you tell me, that you love me? Why is all so difficult?

I want to use this moment, to make things right, to tell you how much I need you. Right now.

But you don't let me talk to you.

You just take my hand. Kiss my lips. Your clear blue eyes watching every move I make...

You lay your strong arms around me. You touch my skin, so soft, so smooth.

In this moment I forget everything-

the future, the past.

This moment belongs to you. Love me, John, just in this moment.

But show me that there is more than this physical love.

Change my past, and change my future, I beg you. Let it happen, just in this moment.

Let this moment change my life.

Just because of you...

Here we are, again.

Just you, and I and the stars above...

The way you touch my hand, my cheeks, moving slowly down...

Your kisses are sweet like a warm summer morning.

Your big brown eyes, I like they way they fix me. The most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.

Go on - that's what I want to tell you - but I'm not brave enough. Would it be too fast? Would you be ready for it? Yes, of course. You're a grown up woman, even married! But that look in your eyes, that shy look.

I take your hand, gentle. I kiss it, lay it into mine. I touch your beautiful brown hair.

I can't stand it anymore. Emma, I whisper. I don't care about the things, people will say. Just let it happen. Please. Emma. There it's again, the smile, the smile which makes me crazy, dizzy. I close my eyes. I feel your heartbeat, I feel your hand, moving slowly down. It's alright. It's alright there. Your body has never been so close to mine. Kiss me, kiss me again and again. Let it happen my dear. Just let it happen. I love you. More than I've done before. It almost hurts...

Let me forget the pain, just for some hours. Love me Emma, love me like I love you.

Never ever

Don't know if there are still readers...therefore I haven't write since 4 month...
but there was I song I heard last week and it made me thinking of Steed and Emma.
It's a german song, but here is the translation.

Tell me that you still love me.
Tell me what you feel for me.
Tell me everything you want, but don't tell me if there is another one in your life.




So how are you out there? Are there still fans reading this????

Young and old...

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Hey guys,

if you have any questions, problems, critics, or you just want to talk with me :)
here is my email adress...
just write to me.
I'm looking forward to your messages!

little_sunshine@live.at

Riding...

The Avengers and.... Austria

I don't know if you're interested in this, but I will rell you about the "Avengers" -situation in Austria.
As I know, there are many fans from GB (of course) and America - lucky one's...

In Austria it's difficult to be a fan. During the sixties "The Avengers" - called "Mit Schirm, Charme und Melone" (= With umbrella, charme, and bowler hat) was one of the best shows, but there where many differences between the British (original) series and the series the did show in Austria. They weren't allow to show different scenes (like The Queen of sin...) and Austria wasn't able to see the other avenger-ladies - just Emma Peel.

So if you ask somebody in Austria about "The Avengers", they just know "Mrs. Peel"...

Later the show the complete episodes. But even today are some scenes missing - I bought the new DVD box of TNA and there are some scenes in english because they didn't translate them into german. So if you watch this episodes on TV you're missing something. I'm glad, that there are some people who put this scenes on the DVD box (with subtitels), otherwise I and all the other fan's in Austria wouldn't be able to see them.

It's the same with the Cathy Gale episodes...they are just available in English.

So this is the situation in Austria, there are just old people you know "The Avengers" (the original one's with Diana and Pat..) some young people who know "The Avengers" film (and have no idea that there did exist a much better TV show before the film) and some (very less) fan's like me, who try everything to talk about the Avengers and find new informations and interesting facts...

So if you're not talking english you're a lost fan...

:)

Fun at my working place

I would like to tell you something about my life...this is an Avenger-blog - of course, but all the facts I know aren't something new for all the fans out there, so I was thinking about the little things that happen during the day/week - which have to do with the Avengers...

At my working place we have a lot of clients, and I have to save their adress and name at the computer. Today we had a client with the name: Purra - when I added the name the the computer the compuer only shows a short form of the name, so there was just PURR. I was thinking of PURRRR and was smiling for half an hours, just because of these silly 4 letters...

I'm just wondering...

I've taken a look at my polls, especially at the last one's. So why do you think that Steed is a better lover? :) I'm also convinced that he is much better than Gambit ;-) but why?
And the one's who think that Gambit is better - why is he the perfect lover??

Just Steed

Why can't he be chained at my bed... :)

Emma...

Every time, when the snow is falling at my window sill, I remember the things that happened. The memories, which have changed my life.
They are like the snow at my window sill. So different, so smooth. But they are still there, just like the snow. My memories are like the snow.

If anyone asks about my first love, I would say: It was amusing, but painful. It was the most beautiful but also most horrible part of my life.

It was in Autumn when I looked the first time into her big brown eyes. It was a quiet evening. I didn't have great expectations, but when I looked into her beautiful brwon eyes, I knew that this could be the beginning of a new time.
Now, I would say that this time, they way I chose, was the most difficult time of my life - teribble and amazing. I would walk this way again.

If I have waste my time? If I way naiv? No. It was love. Love which made my blind. Love which made my blind and mad. I was adicted to her. Adicted to her kisses, her smell, her touch.

You always want the things which you aren't able to get.

I couldn't sleep, because I was thinking all the time about her. It was so difficult to know what she wanted. So why did I go along with her?
Because she was so different and because I loved her.

One step forward, two steps back. It was always the same - the same old game...It never changed.
I knew what I was doing - but I didn't want to face the truth. I was convinced that I could change her, but today I know that nobody can do this. Never.

She managed it to make me mad, crazy, sad. Every time she ignored me my heart broke into pieces. I started shaking when I her hand touched mine. Her smile...I won't forget it. My heart was beating, she made me helpless. but when she was holding me tight it made me feel that this day should never end.

But she left me. And I still love her. Much more than I have loved her before.
I'm still thinking about her, I know that there is still the pain in my chest, but it's over now. Melted, like the snow at my window sill, ran away like the tears in my eyes.

Every time when the snow is falling at my window sill, I remember the things that happened. The memories which have changed my life. They are like the snow at my window.

Favourite pictures

At the fan forum we have collected some very nice pictures of "The Avengers"
Here are some of them. I love them :)

Important persons

Behind the Avengers there are alot of people - some do we know - others not. Without them "The Avengers" wouldn't be as successful as they are now. So who, do you think, is the most important person/ are the most important persons behind the show?
The actors, script writers, stunt arrangers, ... there are so many and most of the time we're just talking about the actors - because we've seen them.

But I think we should also collect all the names of the people behind the cameras, co-actors and so on, so let's start a list.

Old and New...

I know that there are many different opinions about "The Avengers" and "TNA". But what do you like the most/don't like?
What do you think is missing, what is better, what is different - comparing the two.
So just make a list with the positiv and negativ comments about "The Avengers" and "TNA"

working...

Hi, well I have good news, but also bad news. Well, the good news are that I got a job!!!! It's so great! I sent an application to this company a month ago and now they told me that I can work in their company! It's just perfect! The company is just 30 minutes away from my home town.
Well, the problem is, that I haven't much time for this blog anymore. My holidays are over. I started working on Wednesday, I get up at 6 in the morning and come home about half past 5 in the afternoon...and there are quite alot of household chores to do. So well, I will do my best, ut I can't promise anything. The only possibility is (if you want that the blog exist in the future) that you post some comments and be "active", otherwise they delet it... so the fanfiction would be an option or just send me other ideas ....
Perhaps I can manage it on weekends...

so bye for now...

Creative writers...

I was thinking about a really funny idea, why can't we write a fanfiction together? I will start with some sentences and everybody who visits the blog can go on with some sentences (--left comment--) I'm sure we'll create a great and of course funny fanfiction! So don't be borring - just start writing!

Here we go...What do you think about this

It was another cold afternoon. Steed sat in his armchair, reading the morning newspaper. "Another body was found",...he said and took his brandy. "Another body?", Emma asked and looked over Steeds shoulder.

Holiday X-JAM Turkey/Belek

Back at home

After a legandary week in Turkey and a week without "The Avengers" I'm back at home now.

:)

greetings

hello everybody!

this holidays are so great! greetigas from turkey!!!!!

see you soon

I'm abroad for a while

Hey guys, I'm not here the next week, because we're going on a class trip after our graduation. So I will be back on Friday, the 2nd of July...

:) have a nice week!

An impression of my celebrating...

This was my only wish... a bottle of champagne...as you see, my family fulfilled this wish. When I came home I got this bottle :) and of course a lot of flowers!

"avenge" your life

Are there any moments, you think that this could be a typical "Avengers" moment? Are you feeling sometimes like one of the characters, or are there some things you're used to do, because they remind you of "The Avengers"? (like drinking champgane, wear special clothes...)
Or when you're driving in your car - are you comparing yourself with Emma/Purdey etc?
Have you ever compared your boyfriend/girlfriend with one of the characters? So where do you find "The Avengers" in your every day life?

Where is the champagne???!!!!

Hello everybody!!!

I passed my exams!!!!!! I'm so happy! :D :D :D
now I can put my feets up :D

Big Thinker

On monday I have my oral exams in English, Psychology and Cultural education... I'm really nervous at the moment.... I hope everything will be allright, so I wont write something new until monday, because I must learn for the exams...

have a nice weekend!
CU

Songs...

There are different songs which remind me of "The Avengers", this one is a very silly one, but when I hear this song I always see Steed singing this song for Emma. LOL. (because of the "big brown eyes"...) Here are the lyrics, I'm not sure if you know this song...

Let me tell you 'bout the birds and the bees
and the flowers and the trees,
the moon up above, and the thing called love.

Let me tell you 'bout the stars in the sky,
the girl and the guy
and the way they could kiss
on a night like this.

When I look into your big brown eyes,
it's very plain to see
that it's time you learn about the facts in life
startin' from A to Z.
Let me tell you 'bout the birds...


Are there any special songs, which remind you of "The Avengers"?

Purdey

So my dears, it took quite a long time, but after I was talking about all the other avenger-ladies I will now talk about Purdey. For me it's a special topic, because I had many prejudices about TNA, but well, I started to love TNA :)

In my opinion Purdey is one of the strongest characters. She isn't like all the others, she looks different and furthermore she has a very special character - but in a positive way. She isn't the typical British girl like Emma, or the girl from next door like Tara - she is very intelligent, smart, pretty and she has her own sense of humour. She get along well with Steed and Gambit, for me it's a kind of deep friendship - also with Gambit - although they would be a nice couple.
Her fighting skills are excellent and so different from all the other fights we know from The Avengers. She knows what she wants, she's self confident and very natural.

I think it's good that they created this new character. After Cathy and Emma (who are a little bit similar...) there was of course Tara, but in my opinion they spent too much time with creating Tara's character --- Purdey "just happened"??

What do you think about Purdey???

Fizzy drinks

After I have seen all episodes for more then 3 or 4 times I started analysing different things in "The Avengers". Yesterday I was watching "From Venus with Love" (again) and I was really wondering what special drink Emma is drinking - it's something pink or red with perhaps peppermint?
I don't know but it looks really good and tasty. So have you any ideas? Or what are your favourite drinks in "The Avengers" beside champagne of course :)

New Pictures

I was looking for some pictures - here are some which I've never seen before...

Love all...

I do apologize in advance for this post - if there are any readers who have a different opinion about this topic, but I'm convinced that Steed and Emma, and also Steed and his other partners have sex. In my opinion there are many sexual innuendoes...
I know that there are also other fans who think that they have sex...so I was talking to a real convinced fan and she had the idea to do a list with all the sexual innuendoes... so why not? :)

Which are the best innuendoes???

Well I start with "The danger makers" where Emma is "changing" her clothes...

Picture of the day

Quick quick slow death

To be honest, since I discovered "The Avengers" on TV, I watch every day an episode. First I was watching them on TV, now I have the series on TV and I have seen each episode more then 4 times. But yesterday I discovered something new.
I don't know why but I was really delighted when I saw the dancing scenes in "qucik quick slow death". And also the music is real good. I think that's a fantastic episode. I like the plot and well - everything is perfectly arranged. The music, the location, the wardrobe. I didn't have noticed this before but I think this is one of my favourite episodes. It's just perfect.

Unspoken words...

I'm a very creative person, so my head is full of ideas what Steed could say to Emma or how different scenes could go on.
So one of my favourite line Emma could say to Steed would be this one:

"You take my hand and than you're smiling, because you know me better than I do."

So are there any lines which they should say or have you create your own scenes??? Just left a comment.

Feelings...

Every now and then I see shadows dancing on the walls

Every now and then I hear the soft rain falling at the sidewalks

Every now and then I feel alone
~~~I feel a deep pain in my heart

I feel that I can't manage it
~~~~can't manage it without you.

Every now and then there is a darkness which won't disappear
~~~~~a darkness which covers me.

Although I have to hide my feelings
although I know I must be strong
although I must go on...
~*I keep on waiting for the moment you will touch my hand
*~hold it until I'm happy again
~*Wipe the tears away from my pale cheeks
*~your smooth touches
~*your breath at my skin
°I will wait. I will wait forever°
~°because I love you°~

Favourite dresses

I love Emma's dresses! They are so beautiful! One of my favourite dress is this one:


So I've seen that there are more female fans,...which are your favourite dresses?

Pictures...